This blog has become the dumpster of my dreams and thoughts… and this is why nobody should read it.

Two nights ago I had a dream, and nothing special happened in that dream but, it was so vivid I still think of it. So maybe it’s an important dream, so maybe later I want to read it, so here it is.

I am sitting at a long table with some people I don’t know. Next to me is a man who is my partner, his presence feels very comfortable and warm, yet he is someone I just met. He’s new, but I KNOW that he will be important to me, like I always know about the important people in my life.

Immediately we are asked to begin the game. We are in some sort of competition like the hunger games, we have to run for our lives.

I jump through a window, holding my daughter’s hand. I am not affraid to jump, although normally I would be… We are then in a meadow, there are some trees surrounding it. I forgot to take something very important with me. I run to the trees, holding my daughter’s hand. Then I see my partner falling from one of the trees, C screams terrified; but again I am not affraid, we get close to his body lying on the ground and I say „he’s fine, don’t be affraid, your daddy’s fine, he’s just fine, look” and  touch his hand. He holds my hand, too. He has long fingers.